Sarah95's Journals

no sun yet

so...the storm is still here. I'm sorry if you're reading this, I really am. It feels like ages since i last logged in here....so..."I'm still waiting for the rain to fall, puring life down on me" and the sun isn't back yet so...ill keep waiting or searching or whatever it is I am doing about it....sorry again

sorry people!!

I now that not many people read what I have to say. To say the truth, I wouldn't read them myself...but anyway, sorry i haven't been posting in a while, i've been busy at school and have had a creative block....i cant even draw a little heart on the corner of a notebook or anything...it's sad. And I don't even know why it's happening, i mean....idk im just very weird lately (no, its been too long a while so that I can use PMS as an excuse for it) well...everyone says that after the storm comes the sun don't they? So...I'll just wait for the storm to pass and ill see what pops into my mind

Not All love is dead!!! Chapter 17

Bill started to help me pack my stuff, so did Tom with Vanessa. â�œ Wow Billâ�¦ I never imaginedâ�¦â� â�œWellâ�¦I hadnâ�™t either, it just came to my head â�˜cause you suffer so much with your dad and this new Stoli soâ�¦I didnâ�™t want you to cut yourself again or something because of him andâ�¦this way itâ�™s easier for us â�˜cause you can come on tours, no specific hour to be home, we can do what we wantâ�¦after all, weâ�™re 18 and we are our own boss.â� I hugged him and he kissed me. I hadnâ�™t finished unpacking everything since the move from England, so I still had all the boxes and bags laying around. We just threw everything back into them and asked Tom for his car keys because we werenâ�™t planning on walking and Van would take a long time to pack HER stuff. So I drove to Billâ�™s hose â�˜cause he didnâ�™t like to drive his brotherâ�™s car. We went upstairs and he took me to the room beside his(not Tomâ�™s obviously, the one on the other side) and it had a beautiful window and a balcony that covered two whole walls. Sorry people...this is all i have...but if you guys keep reading I'll have a new and more interesting story, I'm not sure of the name yet but I promise it will be better than NALID Check my images to see my drawing of Marie's room

so...

I have decided to stop writing NALID cause its getting somewhat boring and nobody is liking it that much so im just going to kind of...drop it after ch18 ( which is where i am now)

Not All love is dead!!! Chapter 16

Ch 16 Bill and I walked all the way to my house. We decided to watch some movies, so I made popcorn. I made two bowls, one with chili and one without. That didnâ�™t stop Bill. He ate from both bowls; I even had to make more!!! Several times we stopped the movie so I could get him some water, and to get over fits of laughter. We watched like three movies and when we looked at the clock it was 1:00 am. â�œArenâ�™t you tired?â� said Bill â�œNah, I used to say up to this hour back in Mexicoâ�¦ In parties and just with my friendsâ�¦ or in concertsâ� I laughed at the face he made â�œYouâ�™ll like being on tour!â� he laughed â�œReally? Yeahâ�¦ but Iâ�™m a late sleeper soâ�¦â� â�œIâ�™m too!!!â� we both laughed â�œWanna stay over?â� I asked him â�œIf itâ�™s okay with your dadâ� â�œOhâ�¦ wellâ�¦ he shouldnâ�™t care, I meanâ�¦ itâ�™s not his business and if he gets pissed, Iâ�™ll be happyâ� â�œYou are really crazy!!â� â�œI know, but thatâ�™s why you like me, donâ�™t you?â� â�œI like you? I love you!!!â� I kissed him. We went up to my room, then I rememberedâ�¦ Oscar and Julian. I didnâ�™t know where they wereâ�¦ what if my dad had fired them??!!! When we got to my room I said â�œBill? I have a strange feeling, I think myâ�¦ my dadâ�¦â� â�œWhat is HE doing here?!â� asked my dad from the door â�œHE has a name dad, Bill. Heâ�™s here because I said he could. And it isnâ�™t YOUR business or that lizardâ�™s. Where is Oscar?â� â�œOscar? Ohâ�¦ you meanâ�¦ yes, the bodyguardsâ�¦ well, heâ�™s busyâ�¦.â� â�œWHERE dad!â� â�œHe and Julian are preparing everything for Nanaâ�™s funeralâ� his voice was as calm as if I had asked him the time. â�œWhen is it?â� I asked â�œTonight, but going back to HIMâ�¦â� â�œBILL!!!â� I interrupted â�œFine Bill, I donâ�™t want him in my house anymore or you!!! Or your sister!!!â� â�œIs that so??â� said Vanessa who was just coming in the door to my room with Tom after her. â�œWho is THIS???? MORE boys in your room?â� asked dad â�œTHIS it Tom, MY boyfriend are you against boys??? I think you are oneâ�¦ let me thinkâ�¦â� â�œStop it!!! I want you out in a monthâ�¦ no waitâ�¦ three weeks.â� I looked at Van, she had a worried look on her face. â�œWell, you donâ�™t have to give them three weeks. They already have where to stayâ� said Bill and Tom together. â�œReally?â� Van and I said at the same time. They nodded â�œOh Bill/Tomâ� we said. I ran to Bill and kissed him. â�œWell, you have three weeks to get out of this house! And I donâ�™t want to see you ever again!â� â�œDonâ�™t worry dad, the only place where you will see us from now on is in pictures or on tv!!! Weâ�™ll leave as soon as we can!!!â� I said laughing * I canâ�™t believe it!!! Iâ�™m moving in with Bill!!!* Dad stormed out of the room, Stoli, whom I had forgotten was there also left. ---------------- -Dadâ�™s POV----------------------------------------------------- *Why did I kick them out? I had lotâ�™s of plans to make my daughterâ�™s lifeâ�™s miserable and now I canâ�™tâ�¦.Oh, Well, theyÂ´ll leave forever!!!! I wont have to look after those nasty little brats anymoreâ�¦so hahaha*

Not All love is dead!!! Chapter 15

-------------- Back to normal POv---------------------------------------- â�œLuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!â� * Whoâ�™s screaming? Where am I? Whyâ�¦* Questions ran through my head, I didnâ�™t remember anything about yesterday after falling asleep on Billâ�™s shoulder. The shout had stopped. I saw that the shouter/ screamer was Stoliâ�¦ I started to get out of my bed, when I stepped on something squishy on the floor. â�œWhat?â� said Bill. He was still half asleep. I had stepped on HIM. â�œBill!! Iâ�™m so sorry!!!! What are you doing here? And on the floor?â� â�œGood Morningâ�¦ who shouted? Oh, uhmâ�¦ I didnâ�™t wanna leave you here yesterdayâ�¦â�â� he said I sat down next to him â�œOh Bill!!!!â� I kissed him â�œWhat do you think youâ�™re doing in my daughterâ�™s room?â� said dad â�œWho are you to come into my room and since when do you care what goes on around me?â� I answered him with an accusing look in my eyes. â�œWhatâ�™s going on here?â� Vanessa came in with a yawn â�œIt just happens that your sister has a boy in her bedroom â�œ said the sickening voice of Stoli â�œOh shut up!!! Itâ�™s Bill, my boyfriendâ�¦â� â�œYou have a boyfriend??!!!â� interrupted dad â�œYes!! And he was with me yesterday when Nanaâ�¦ when she died andâ�¦ well you werenâ�™t, like you havenâ�™t for my 18 years of being invisible to you!!â� â�œYou girls are not invisible to me!!! And I have noticed my mistake at trying to ignore you, trying to break that memory of your motherâ�¦â� â�œItâ�™s not OUR fault she died!!!â� Vanessa entered the discussion. Bill was still sitting next to me, holding my hand and not knowing what to say. Stoli, was trying to think about something, which I think she couldnâ�™t because she has no brain. â�œI now that, now I knowâ�¦â� he looked ashamed â�œAnywhay, what is HE (he pointed at Bill) doing here?!!â� â�œSince when do you care whoâ�™s in our rooms?â� said Vanessa â�œIâ�¦ Iâ�™ll explain laterâ�¦ for now, I demand to know who this is!â� said Dad â�œIf you had been listening you would have known that this is Bill, Marieâ�™s boyfriend!â� Van â�œBoyfriend!! Marie?!â� Dad started to laugh after saying this. â�œYes!!!â� I was angry now, still crying but angry â�œ And we love each other very much!â� Stoli started to laugh â�œYou girls know nothing about love! You have no experience!!â� â�œLook bitch, YOU are the one who doesnâ�™t know love!!! You only want our dad for money and to sleep with him!!!â� I said, she had no business in this conversation. Stoli slapped me. I slapped her back, and then Van slapped her. â�œNobody slaps my sister, except me!!!â� said Van Stoli slapped her too. Van and I both slapped her again. My check was stinging from the pain, I could still feel her fingers. Bill grabbed Stoliâ�™s hands and Dad got mine and Vanessaâ�™s. â�œNobody slaps my girlfriend!!â� They both said at the same time. They looked at each other. They let go of our hands and said â�œYou have no right to grab my girlfriendâ�™s hands!!!â� â�œNeither do you!â� (Note from writer: They both said these two phrases at the same time.) â�œSTOP!!â� I screamed â�œShut up everybody!!! Dad, Stoli get out of my room! Bill, youâ�™d better go homeâ�¦ Weâ�™ll meet you at your house for lunch. Van, you and I need to talk.â� I said Everybody did so, Van stayed with me to talk. â�œSo?â� She said â�œSo what?â� I said â�œSoâ�¦ what do you wanna talk about?â� she said â�œWell, Iâ�™ve been thinking andâ�¦â� â�œWe need to get rid of Dad and Stoli?â� she said â�œExactly!!! I love that weâ�™re twins!!!â� I said We stayed there for a while, thinking of evil plans to get rid of Stoli and get our careless dad back. -------------------------- Dadâ�™s POV------------------------------------------------------- *Why do I give a shit about whoâ�™s in my daughterâ�™s room? Should it be because of the dream I had last night? Wait a minute! Nana is dead? Why wasnâ�™t I informed? She was the one that kept the girls in orderâ�¦ now what will I do? Uhmâ�¦ theyâ�™re 18!!! Theyâ�™re adults now, the moment they decide to leave my house and get their own I am free to do as I please without them in my way!!! That dreamâ�¦ * -------------------------Dadâ�™s dream----------------------------------------------------- Last night, the night Nana died, Luke had dreamt about the day the girls had been born and the day, the dreadful day when his beautiful wife had died. He had dreamt of her making him promise that he would take care of the twins, that they would be named Stella Marie and Vanessa. ----------------------- Back to Dadâ�™s POV--------------------------------------------------- * Yes! Iâ�™ll finally get rid of these troublemakers! Butâ�¦ I should have a little bit of fun and make their lives impossible until they decide to leaveâ�¦ * I went back to my room with Stoli. I asked her to help me with my plan to get rid of the girls and she was more than happy to do so. We started to kiss, my hands slowly unbuttoning her shirtâ�¦ (Note from writer: I donâ�™t think you need more words to know what happened next) ---------------------Normal POV--------------------------------------------- â�œWhat do you think of dadâ�™s suddenâ�¦uhmâ�¦attitude?â� asked Van â�œI donâ�™t knowâ�¦ I mean, itâ�™s the first time he does thisâ�¦ I donâ�™t know what to think or expect from itâ�¦â� I said â�œWhat are we going to do about it?â� â�œWeâ�™ll think of somethingâ� It was almost time for lunch, we were getting hungry. We decided to go to Billâ�™s /Tomâ�™s house. It was not safe to go through the front door; Oscar, Julian or dad could be thereâ�¦So, we went out a rope I had on my balconyâ�¦it led to the garden. We walked silently all the way to Billâ�™s / Tomâ�™s house. They invited us out. Bill had told Tom about what had happened. They took us to a pizza parlor. â�œGirlsâ�¦ this probably isnâ�™t the best time, but we wanted to ask you somethingâ� said Tom â�œWhat?â� we said at the same time â�œWe were wonderingâ�¦ if you would like to come andâ�¦tour with usâ� â�œReally?â� as Vanessa said this, I said â�œOf course we would!!!â� â�œGreat!!!â� We all laughed. â�œWe leave in two days!!!â� said Tom as he paid the check. Bill and I left for my home and tom and Van went to Tomâ�™s and Billâ�™s.

SORRY!!!!!

I FORGOTT!!!!! I forgot to put up my Journals so here I'll put some right now...SORRY!!!!

Not All love is dead!!! Chapter 14

Ch 14 â�œWhat?!â� I was starting to get worried. Nana never got sick. NEVER. â�œUhmâ�¦â� he scratched his head â�œShe had a heart attackâ�¦ and wellâ�¦ weâ�¦ we brought her hereâ� â�œWhy didnâ�™t you call us??!!!â� Vanessa said â�œI didnâ�™t want to get you worriedâ� he said â�œBut itâ�™s Nana!!!â� I said Before he could respond, however, a doctor came through the doors with a sad face. We all ran to him. â�œHowâ�™s Nana?â� I asked before anyone could talk The doctor gave me the same face that the nurse had. â�œIâ�™ll go for the guysâ� Vanessa ran outside and in less than a minute was back with Bill and Tom. I was crying harder by now. Bill came and hugged me while Tom asked the Doctor for Nana In English, hereâ�™s what they said: Tom: â�œHowâ�™s Nana?â� Doctor: â�œWell, she had a stroke, and Iâ�™m sorry to inform you that weâ�¦â� Me: â�œBill, I know that face!!! What happened Tom??!!â� Doctor: â�œWe couldnâ�™t save herâ�¦ Iâ�™m really sorryâ� ---------- Back to Normal---------------------------------------------- â�œGirlsâ�¦ uhmâ�¦ he said thatâ�¦ they couldnâ�™tâ�¦ sheâ�™s goneâ�¦â� Everything was happening againâ�¦First Roger and now Nanaâ�¦ I had that empty feeling in my heart againâ�¦ as if needles had been stuck into it, as ifâ�¦ I just lost someone I really loved and loved me backâ�¦ I was crying. Vanessa was crying. Bill was sad. Tom was sad. Oscar was sad. Julian wasnâ�™t there. Again, as I had with Roger, I pushed my way to the doors and saw how they were taking Nanaâ�™s lifeless body away, just as Rogerâ�™s had been. That fear, that darkness, it all came back to me. I cried over her still body as Vanessa Bill and Tom came and hugged me, all of us huddled in a ball of confusedness, sadness and tears. We stayed in the hospital until 5:30 am. Nana was the grandmother I never had. This evening everything had been too good to be true. I had a known that something bad was going to happen tonightâ�¦ even if I didnâ�™t want it to, it didâ�¦ and now Nana was dead. This wasnâ�™t just a happy fairytale, it was real life. I was sitting in the waiting room with my face in my hands, trying to stop the river of tears streaming down my face. I heard Bill, Vanessa and Tom talking in the distance. Call me exaggeratedâ�¦ selfishâ�¦ over reactiveâ�¦ or anything else that comes to your mind while you read this, but at the moment I wasnâ�™t crying for just Nana, I was crying for myself and Roger too. Roger and Nana were goneâ�¦ and I felt guilty. I felt guilty for both of their deaths, I know I probably shouldnâ�™t, but I did. Itâ�™s not my fault!!!!!! Itâ�™s just this stupid voice in my head that says â�œItâ�™s your fault!!!! Itâ�™s always your fault!!!! You shouldnâ�™t even be alive!!!!â� and wabo wabo wabo more, which I wonâ�™t write here because itâ�™ll make me cryâ�¦ anyway, I was sitting there, hearing this stupid voice and I began to cut myself with my nails, on my hand. The only two things that made my life still worth living were Bill and Vanessa. â�œMarie?â� Vanessa walked to me I quickly pulled up the sleeve from my sweater up to my hand to hide the cut. I dried my tears with the back off my hand â�œYeahâ� I said, trying to sound calm â�œWe should probably go homeâ�¦ I know you donâ�™t like emergency rooms soâ�¦â� Bill and Tom walked to us. I stood up and ran to Bill and threw myself into his arms. I cried on his shoulder for a while. Vanessa and Tom said theyâ�™d wait for us in the car. We broke up from the hug and he wiped my tears with his sleeve. I looked down at my feet and started to bite my nails. My sleeve went down from my hand and Bill saw my cuts. â�œWhat happened to you??!!!!â� said Bill, he had a worried look on his face. â�œIâ�¦Iâ�¦ I justâ�¦â� â�œYou did this to yourself???!!! What were you thinking??!!!â� he said â�œI wasnâ�™tâ�¦ Orâ�¦ If I wasâ�¦onâ�¦ on Rogerâ�¦â� â�œWho?â� his expression softened â�œIâ�¦ Rogerâ�¦ he was my boyfriend back in England... Heâ�™s the reason that I came to Germany, thanks to him I met youâ�¦â� â�œIf I asked you toâ�¦ explain, would you?â� â�œYes Billâ� I laughed for the first time since we got to the hospital. So I told him the whole story, I cried again. â�œThat is the reason why we came to Germany. It was the first and last time that I asked my dad for something. He only accepted because he saw my desperation. Iâ�¦ I love you Billâ� â�œSoâ�¦ I guess I should thank Roger?â� said Bill â�œWhy?â� â�œBecause if he hadnâ�™tâ�¦ wellâ�¦I wouldnâ�™t have met you!â� he kissed me. We walked together back to the car. We saw Tom and Vanessa making out. â�œTortolitos!!â� I said (Love birdies!!!â� Van broke up the kiss and looked at me with her whatâ�™s-your-problem look. â�œQue te pasa??â� she said angrily (Whatâ�™s wrong with you?) â�œNothingâ� I said calmly, Bill laughed. I jumped in the back seat with Bill. Oscar and Julian who had finally come back were going to take care of everything concerning Nanaâ�¦ Bill hugged me. I fell asleep on his shoulder, apparently, I do that a lotâ�¦ Itâ�™s a comfortable shoulder!! ----------------------- Billâ�™s POV-------------------------------------------------------------------- Marie fell asleep on my shoulder as Tom drove us back to their home. I couldnâ�™t believe that such a good person could have gone through so many bad thingsâ�¦ She looks so fragile, soâ�¦ calm when she sleeps. When we arrived to their house, I didnâ�™t want to wake her up. She looked so tired. So I carried her bridle style to her room. I laid her down on her bed and put the covers over her. I didnâ�™t want to leave here, so I lay down on the floor, beside her bed, using my jacket as a pillow. ----------------------- Vanessaâ�™s POV------------------------------------------------- Bill stayed with Marie for a while in the hospital. Tom and I walked to the car and made-out and talked, but we mostly made out. But Marie and Bill rudely interrupted. Tom drove us home. We were all very tired so we didnâ�™t talk very much. Marie fell asleep, Bill didnâ�™t want to wake her up so he carried her inside. Tom came with me to my room. He started to kiss me. We fell on top of my bed, his hands slowly moving towards my waistâ�¦ â�œTomâ�¦Iâ�¦I canâ�™t do thisâ�¦â� I said â�œIâ�™m sorry Vanâ�¦ I justâ�¦â� â�œNo, itâ�™s not youâ�¦Itâ�™s just that Iâ�¦ I just canâ�™tâ�¦ please, try to understand me â�¦â� â�œYeah, I get itâ�¦donâ�™t worryâ�¦uhmâ�¦ Iâ�™d better leave nowâ�¦â� â�œOkayâ�¦ see you tomorrow?â� â�œYeahâ� -------------------- Tomâ�™s POV---------------------------------------------------------- I left the room. * Why do I always rush everything? Iâ�™m such a jerk!I always screw everything upâ�¦* I went to look for Bill in Marieâ�™s room. He was asleep on the floor. So typical of him! Always worrying about her! *HE never rushes anything! Tom, YOU should follow your twinâ�™s exampleâ�¦* I left him a note, saying I would see him tomorrow or later that day since it was already 5:30 amâ�¦ Leave you here!!! Please comment!!!! And IÂ´m really really really sorry I havenÂ´t posted in a looooooooooooooooooong time!!!

Not All love is dead!!! Chapter 13

Ch 13 I saw two tables, separated from each other by 15 meters; candles of all sizes, shapes, and colors surrounded them. Bill pulled me by the hand towards one of the tables. There was two plates covered by a metal cover or something like that, very elegant. â�œWow!Billâ�¦ Iâ�¦â� I started, then, he covered my mouth again, as if to say â�œdonâ�™t say anythingâ� (Note from writer: I tried to put up a picture here of how the place looked like, but I couldn't, so I'll just put up the picture in my photos, please CHECK IT THERE!!!â�¦) Billâ�™s eyes had the kind of joy that you see in a little kidâ�™s eyes when he gets a new toy. He held my hand, pulling me one of the tables. He let go of my hand, ran to one of the chairs, pulled it out and said â�œMy ladyâ� I smiled I walked closer. When I was close enough, he took my hand and kissed it. I remembered my childhood dreams, of being a princess who found her true love, her knight in shining armor. I gathered my imaginary princess skirts and as Bill held my hand, I sat down. â�œWhy thank you, kind sirâ� I said He sat down on the other side of the table, in front of me. We both looked at each other and started laughing. A waiter appeared out of nowhere and took the metal thingies off our plates. There was lasagna and a little bit of salad. â�œOh, Billâ�¦â� I said smiling â�œIs this okay?? â�™Cause we can ask for something elseâ�¦â� He said worriedly â�œNo, Itâ�™s perfect!!!â� I said He smiled as I did so. We ate and talked for a while, we ate desert (chocolate ice cream for me and vanilla for Bill since he doesnâ�™t like chocolateâ�¦ weird no?) ------------------- Vanessaâ�™s POV------------------------------------------------ Tom and I walked to one of the tables, and as a gentleman, he pulled back one of the chairs so I could sit. He sat on the other side of the table. â�œTomâ�¦ you didnâ�™t have to do thisâ�¦ really, Iâ�¦â� I said as I felt my cheeks grow red. â�œSpecial people deserve special stuffâ� he winked an eye at me in a somewhat flirty way. I smiled. A waiter appeared out of nowhere and took the metal tops off our plates and revealed a lasagna and some salad. â�œIs this ok? We can ask for something else, if you wantâ�¦â� he said â�œNo Tomâ�¦ Itâ�™s perfectâ� I said sweetly We talked a while as we ate. Then, came desert, a chocolate ice cream for me and a vanilla one for Tom. ------------------------------ Normal POV--------------------------------------------------------------- Tom drove us back home. During the ride, I fell asleep on Billâ�™s shoulder. My phoneâ�™s ringtone woke me up 30 min later. It was Oscar. Bill was still asleep, one of his arms around me. â�œHello?â� I said still half asleep â�œMarie? Itâ�™s Oscar. Are you with the crazy haired guys?â� â�œBill and Tom? Yes, Iâ�™m with themâ�¦ and they donâ�™t have crazy hairâ�¦â� â�œYeah, whateverâ�¦ Do they have a car?â� â�œYeahâ�¦ Tom has oneâ� He was trying to sound calmâ�¦ but I could notice worry in his voice. â�œPlease ask him to take you homeâ�¦ I would go for you guys, wherever you are know, but Iâ�™m in the hospital andâ�¦â� â�œWhat!!!???â� I woke Bill up with my scream â�œ Why???!!! Whoâ�™s there??!!! What happened???!!!â� I said Bill looked at me worriedly. â�œJust go home please!!! And donâ�™t cause any troubleâ� he said â�œOkayâ� I was obviously lying. â�œTom? Could you please take us to the hospital?? Please???â� I asked him â�œOkayâ�¦â� He went around the corner and through streets I didnâ�™t know and magically, we arrived at the hospital. â�œThanks!!â� I jumped out of the car and ran through the doors of the hospital right to reception. The others were after me. â�œ Can you tell me the room for Oscar Reynolds Please?â� I asked a nurse She gave me a weird look â�œBill!! Ask her if Oscar Reynolds is here!!!â� I said â�œUhmâ�¦ Ist Oscar Reynolds hier?â� he asked her â�œNein.â� Then she said something that I donâ�™t remember but Bill translated for me â�œShe says that he is visiting someone in Emergenciesâ� All color drained from my face. I hadnâ�™t been in an emergency room since Roger. â�œMarieâ�¦ you shouldnâ�™t go inâ�¦ Iâ�™ll go, and Iâ�™ll tell you what happenedâ� said Vanessa â�œNo, Iâ�™llâ�¦ Iâ�™ll goâ� â�œTom and I should wait in the carâ�¦â� said Bill Tom was about to reply but Bill hit him in the ribs with his elbow. They left, Bill with a confused/worried look on his face. *Iâ�™ll have to tell him about Roger sooner or later â�¦* Vanessa and I walked slowly into the emergencies door. We went in and saw Oscar. His suit was wrinkled, something that never happened, so I worried. He was walking up and down in the â�œwaiting roomâ�. I had a flashback to when I did that on the day Rogerâ�¦ nevermind. Tears were coming down my face as I remembered. â�œOscar?â� I said almost in a whisper â�œMarie!!! Vanessa!!! I told you to go homeâ� he said, apparently he was surprised. â�œOscar, what happened? Whereâ�™s Julian?â� I asked quietly â�œHe went for coffeeâ�¦ Uhmâ�¦ Nanaâ�¦ Nana had aâ�¦â�

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I'm back, so I'll be posting chapters 13 and 14 this week. Camp wasn't THAT bad...