sarah95

so...the storm is still here. I'm sorry if you're reading this, I really am. It feels like ages since i last logged in here....so..."I'm still waiting for the rain to fall, puring life down on me"  and the sun isn't back yet so...ill keep waiting or searching or whatever it is I am doing about it....sorry again

I now that not many people read what I have to say. To say the truth, I wouldn't read them myself...but anyway, sorry i haven't been posting in a while, i've been busy at school and have had a creative block....i cant even draw a little heart on the corner of a notebook or anything...it's sad. And I don't even know why it's happening, i mean....idk im just very weird lately (no, its been too long a while so that I can use PMS as an excuse for it)

well...everyone says that after the storm comes the sun don't they? So...I'll just wait for the storm to pass and ill see what pops into my mind

Bill started to help me pack my stuff, so did Tom with Vanessa.

“ Wow Bill… I never imagined…”

“Well…I hadn’t either, it just came to my head ‘cause you suffer so much with your dad and this new Stoli so…I didn’t want you to cut yourself again or something because of him and…this way it’s easier for us ‘cause you can come on tours, no specific hour to be home, we can do what we want…after all, we’re 18 and we are our own boss.”

I hugged him and he kissed me.

I hadn’t finished unpacking everything since the move from England, so I still had all the boxes and bags laying around. We just threw everything back into them and asked Tom for his car keys because we weren’t planning on walking and Van would take a long time to pack HER stuff.

So I drove to Bill’s hose ‘cause he didn’t like to drive his brother’s car. We went upstairs and he took me to the room beside his(not Tom’s obviously, the one on the other side) and it had a beautiful window and a balcony that covered two whole walls.


Sorry people...this is all i have...but if you guys keep reading I'll have a new and more interesting story, I'm not sure of the name yet but I promise it will be better than NALID
Check my images to see my drawing of Marie's room

I have decided to stop writing NALID cause its getting somewhat boring and nobody is liking it that much so im just going to kind of...drop it after ch18 ( which is where i am now)

Ch 16

Bill and I walked all the way to my house. We decided to watch some movies, so I made popcorn. I made two bowls, one with chili and one without. That didn’t stop Bill. He ate from both bowls; I even had to make more!!! Several times we stopped the movie so I could get him some water, and to get over fits of laughter. We watched like three movies and when we looked at the clock it was 1:00 am.

“Aren’t you tired?” said Bill

“Nah, I used to say up to this hour back in Mexico… In parties and just with my friends… or in concerts” I laughed at the face he made

“You’ll like being on tour!” he laughed

“Really? Yeah… but I’m a late sleeper so…”

“I’m too!!!” we both laughed

“Wanna stay over?” I asked him

“If it’s okay with your dad”

“Oh… well… he shouldn’t care, I mean… it’s not his business and if he gets pissed, I’ll be happy”

“You are really crazy!!”

“I know, but that’s why you like me, don’t you?”

“I like you? I love you!!!”
I kissed him.

We went up to my room, then I remembered… Oscar and Julian. I didn’t know where they were… what if my dad had fired them??!!!

When we got to my room I said

“Bill? I have a strange feeling, I think my… my dad…”

“What is HE doing here?!” asked my dad from the door

“HE has a name dad, Bill. He’s here because I said he could. And it isn’t YOUR business or that lizard’s. Where is Oscar?”

“Oscar? Oh… you mean… yes, the bodyguards… well, he’s busy….”

“WHERE dad!”

“He and Julian are preparing everything for Nana’s funeral” his voice was as calm as if I had asked him the time.

“When is it?” I asked

“Tonight, but going back to HIM…”

“BILL!!!” I interrupted

“Fine Bill, I don’t want him in my house anymore or you!!! Or your sister!!!”

“Is that so??” said Vanessa who was just coming in the door to my room with Tom after her.

“Who is THIS???? MORE boys in your room?” asked dad

“THIS it Tom, MY boyfriend are you against boys??? I think you are one… let me think…”

“Stop it!!! I want you out in a month… no wait… three weeks.”

I looked at Van, she had a worried look on her face.

“Well, you don’t have to give them three weeks. They already have where to stay” said Bill and Tom together.

“Really?” Van and I said at the same time.

They nodded

“Oh Bill/Tom” we said. I ran to Bill and kissed him.

“Well, you have three weeks to get out of this house! And I don’t want to see you ever again!”

“Don’t worry dad, the only place where you will see us from now on is in pictures or on tv!!! We’ll leave as soon as we can!!!” I said laughing

* I can’t believe it!!! I’m moving in with Bill!!!*

Dad stormed out of the room, Stoli, whom I had forgotten was there also left.

---------------- -Dad’s POV-----------------------------------------------------


*Why did I kick them out? I had lot’s of plans to make my daughter’s life’s miserable and now I can’t….Oh, Well, they´ll leave forever!!!! I wont have to look after those nasty little brats anymore…so hahaha*

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“Luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

* Who’s screaming? Where am I? Why…*
Questions ran through my head, I didn’t remember anything about yesterday after falling asleep on Bill’s shoulder.

The shout had stopped. I saw that the shouter/ screamer was Stoli… I started to get out of my bed, when I stepped on something squishy on the floor.

“What?” said Bill. He was still half asleep. I had stepped on HIM.

“Bill!! I’m so sorry!!!! What are you doing here? And on the floor?”

“Good Morning… who shouted? Oh, uhm… I didn’t wanna leave you here yesterday…”” he said

I sat down next to him

“Oh Bill!!!!” I kissed him

“What do you think you’re doing in my daughter’s room?” said dad

“Who are you to come into my room and since when do you care what goes on around me?” I answered him with an accusing look in my eyes.

“What’s going on here?” Vanessa came in with a yawn

“It just happens that your sister has a boy in her bedroom “ said the sickening voice of Stoli

“Oh shut up!!! It’s Bill, my boyfriend…”

“You have a boyfriend??!!!” interrupted dad

“Yes!! And he was with me yesterday when Nana… when she died and… well you weren’t, like you haven’t for my 18 years of being invisible to you!!”

“You girls are not invisible to me!!! And I have noticed my mistake at trying to ignore you, trying to break that memory of your mother…”

“It’s not OUR fault she died!!!” Vanessa entered the discussion.

Bill was still sitting next to me, holding my hand and not knowing what to say. Stoli, was trying to think about something, which I think she couldn’t because she has no brain.

“I now that, now I know…” he looked ashamed
“Anywhay, what is HE (he pointed at Bill) doing here?!!”

“Since when do you care who’s in our rooms?” said Vanessa

“I… I’ll explain later… for now, I demand to know who this is!” said Dad

“If you had been listening you would have known that this is Bill, Marie’s boyfriend!” Van

“Boyfriend!! Marie?!” Dad started to laugh after saying this.

“Yes!!!” I was angry now, still crying but angry “ And we love each other very much!”

Stoli started to laugh

“You girls know nothing about love! You have no experience!!”

“Look bitch, YOU are the one who doesn’t know love!!! You only want our dad for money and to sleep with him!!!” I said, she had no business in this conversation.

Stoli slapped me. I slapped her back, and then Van slapped her.

“Nobody slaps my sister, except me!!!” said Van

Stoli slapped her too.

Van and I both slapped her again. My check was stinging from the pain, I could still feel her fingers.

Bill grabbed Stoli’s hands and Dad got mine and Vanessa’s.

“Nobody slaps my girlfriend!!” They both said at the same time. They looked at each other. They let go of our hands and said

“You have no right to grab my girlfriend’s hands!!!”

“Neither do you!”

(Note from writer: They both said these two phrases at the same time.)

“STOP!!” I screamed

“Shut up everybody!!! Dad, Stoli get out of my room! Bill, you’d better go home… We’ll meet you at your house for lunch. Van, you and I need to talk.” I said

Everybody did so, Van stayed with me to talk.

“So?” She said

“So what?” I said

“So… what do you wanna talk about?” she said

“Well, I’ve been thinking and…”

“We need to get rid of Dad and Stoli?” she said

“Exactly!!! I love that we’re twins!!!” I said

We stayed there for a while, thinking of evil plans to get rid of Stoli and get our careless dad back.




-------------------------- Dad’s POV-------------------------------------------------------

*Why do I give a shit about who’s in my daughter’s room? Should it be because of the dream I had last night? Wait a minute! Nana is dead? Why wasn’t I informed? She was the one that kept the girls in order… now what will I do? Uhm… they’re 18!!! They’re adults now, the moment they decide to leave my house and get their own I am free to do as I please without them in my way!!! That dream… *

-------------------------Dad’s dream-----------------------------------------------------

Last night, the night Nana died, Luke had dreamt about the day the girls had been born and the day, the dreadful day when his beautiful wife had died.

He had dreamt of her making him promise that he would take care of the twins, that they would be named Stella Marie and Vanessa.
----------------------- Back to Dad’s POV---------------------------------------------------

* Yes! I’ll finally get rid of these troublemakers! But… I should have a little bit of fun and make their lives impossible until they decide to leave… *

I went back to my room with Stoli. I asked her to help me with my plan to get rid of the girls and she was more than happy to do so.

We started to kiss, my hands slowly unbuttoning her shirt…

(Note from writer: I don’t think you need more words to know what happened next)

---------------------Normal POV---------------------------------------------

“What do you think of dad’s sudden…uhm…attitude?” asked Van

“I don’t know… I mean, it’s the first time he does this… I don’t know what to think or expect from it…” I said

“What are we going to do about it?”

“We’ll think of something”

It was almost time for lunch, we were getting hungry. We decided to go to Bill’s /Tom’s house. It was not safe to go through the front door; Oscar, Julian or dad could be there…So, we went out a rope I had on my balcony…it led to the garden.

We walked silently all the way to Bill’s / Tom’s house. They invited us out. Bill had told Tom about what had happened. They took us to a pizza parlor.

“Girls… this probably isn’t the best time, but we wanted to ask you something” said Tom

“What?” we said at the same time

“We were wondering… if you would like to come and…tour with us”

“Really?” as Vanessa said this, I said

“Of course we would!!!”

“Great!!!”

We all laughed.

“We leave in two days!!!” said Tom as he paid the check.

Bill and I left for my home and tom and Van went to Tom’s and Bill’s.

I FORGOTT!!!!! I forgot to put up my Journals so here I'll put some right now...SORRY!!!!

Ch 14

“What?!” I was starting to get worried. Nana never got sick. NEVER.

“Uhm…” he scratched his head “She had a heart attack… and well… we… we brought her here”

“Why didn’t you call us??!!!” Vanessa said

“I didn’t want to get you worried” he said

“But it’s Nana!!!” I said

Before he could respond, however, a doctor came through the doors with a sad face. We all ran to him.

“How’s Nana?” I asked before anyone could talk

The doctor gave me the same face that the nurse had.

“I’ll go for the guys” Vanessa ran outside and in less than a minute was back with Bill and Tom.

I was crying harder by now. Bill came and hugged me while Tom asked the Doctor for Nana

In English, here’s what they said:

Tom: “How’s Nana?”
Doctor: “Well, she had a stroke, and I’m sorry to inform you that we…”
Me: “Bill, I know that face!!! What happened Tom??!!”
Doctor: “We couldn’t save her… I’m really sorry”
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“Girls… uhm… he said that… they couldn’t… she’s gone…”

Everything was happening again…First Roger and now Nana… I had that empty feeling in my heart again… as if needles had been stuck into it, as if… I just lost someone I really loved and loved me back…

I was crying. Vanessa was crying. Bill was sad. Tom was sad. Oscar was sad. Julian wasn’t there.

Again, as I had with Roger, I pushed my way to the doors and saw how they were taking Nana’s lifeless body away, just as Roger’s had been. That fear, that darkness, it all came back to me. I cried over her still body as Vanessa Bill and Tom came and hugged me, all of us huddled in a ball of confusedness, sadness and tears.

We stayed in the hospital until 5:30 am. Nana was the grandmother I never had. This evening everything had been too good to be true. I had a known that something bad was going to happen tonight… even if I didn’t want it to, it did… and now Nana was dead. This wasn’t just a happy fairytale, it was real life.

I was sitting in the waiting room with my face in my hands, trying to stop the river of tears streaming down my face. I heard Bill, Vanessa and Tom talking in the distance. Call me exaggerated… selfish… over reactive… or anything else that comes to your mind while you read this, but at the moment I wasn’t crying for just Nana, I was crying for myself and Roger too. Roger and Nana were gone… and I felt guilty. I felt guilty for both of their deaths, I know I probably shouldn’t, but I did. It’s not my fault!!!!!! It’s just this stupid voice in my head that says

“It’s your fault!!!! It’s always your fault!!!! You shouldn’t even be alive!!!!” and wabo wabo wabo more, which I won’t write here because it’ll make me cry… anyway, I was sitting there, hearing this stupid voice and I began to cut myself with my nails, on my hand. The only two things that made my life still worth living were Bill and Vanessa.

“Marie?” Vanessa walked to me

I quickly pulled up the sleeve from my sweater up to my hand to hide the cut. I dried my tears with the back off my hand

“Yeah” I said, trying to sound calm

“We should probably go home… I know you don’t like emergency rooms so…” Bill and Tom walked to us.

I stood up and ran to Bill and threw myself into his arms. I cried on his shoulder for a while. Vanessa and Tom said they’d wait for us in the car. We broke up from the hug and he wiped my tears with his sleeve. I looked down at my feet and started to bite my nails. My sleeve went down from my hand and Bill saw my cuts.

“What happened to you??!!!!” said Bill, he had a worried look on his face.

“I…I… I just…”

“You did this to yourself???!!! What were you thinking??!!!” he said

“I wasn’t… Or… If I was…on… on Roger…”

“Who?” his expression softened

“I… Roger… he was my boyfriend back in England... He’s the reason that I came to Germany, thanks to him I met you…”

“If I asked you to… explain, would you?”

“Yes Bill” I laughed for the first time since we got to the hospital.

So I told him the whole story, I cried again.

“That is the reason why we came to Germany. It was the first and last time that I asked my dad for something. He only accepted because he saw my desperation. I… I love you Bill”

“So… I guess I should thank Roger?” said Bill

“Why?”

“Because if he hadn’t… well…I wouldn’t have met you!” he kissed me.

We walked together back to the car. We saw Tom and Vanessa making out.


“Tortolitos!!” I said
(Love birdies!!!”

Van broke up the kiss and looked at me with her what’s-your-problem look.

“Que te pasa??” she said angrily
(What’s wrong with you?)

“Nothing” I said calmly, Bill laughed.

I jumped in the back seat with Bill. Oscar and Julian who had finally come back were going to take care of everything concerning Nana… Bill hugged me. I fell asleep on his shoulder, apparently, I do that a lot… It’s a comfortable shoulder!!


----------------------- Bill’s POV--------------------------------------------------------------------

Marie fell asleep on my shoulder as Tom drove us back to their home. I couldn’t believe that such a good person could have gone through so many bad things… She looks so fragile, so… calm when she sleeps.

When we arrived to their house, I didn’t want to wake her up. She looked so tired. So I carried her bridle style to her room. I laid her down on her bed and put the covers over her. I didn’t want to leave here, so I lay down on the floor, beside her bed, using my jacket as a pillow.



----------------------- Vanessa’s POV-------------------------------------------------

Bill stayed with Marie for a while in the hospital. Tom and I walked to the car and made-out and talked, but we mostly made out. But Marie and Bill rudely interrupted. Tom drove us home. We were all very tired so we didn’t talk very much. Marie fell asleep, Bill didn’t want to wake her up so he carried her inside.

Tom came with me to my room. He started to kiss me. We fell on top of my bed, his hands slowly moving towards my waist…

“Tom…I…I can’t do this…” I said

“I’m sorry Van… I just…”

“No, it’s not you…It’s just that I… I just can’t… please, try to understand me …”

“Yeah, I get it…don’t worry…uhm… I’d better leave now…”

“Okay… see you tomorrow?”

“Yeah”

-------------------- Tom’s POV----------------------------------------------------------

I left the room.

* Why do I always rush everything? I’m such a jerk!I always screw everything up…*
I went to look for Bill in Marie’s room. He was asleep on the floor. So typical of him! Always worrying about her!

*HE never rushes anything! Tom, YOU should follow your twin’s example…*

I left him a note, saying I would see him tomorrow or later that day since it was already 5:30 am…

Leave you here!!! Please comment!!!! And I´m really really really sorry I haven´t posted in a looooooooooooooooooong time!!!

Ch 13

I saw two tables, separated from each other by 15 meters; candles of all sizes, shapes, and colors surrounded them. Bill pulled me by the hand towards one of the tables. There was two plates covered by a metal cover or something like that, very elegant.


“Wow!Bill… I…” I started, then, he covered my mouth again, as if to say “don’t say anything”

(Note from writer: I tried to put up a picture here of how the place looked like, but I couldn't, so I'll just put up the picture in my photos, please CHECK IT THERE!!!…)



Bill’s eyes had the kind of joy that you see in a little kid’s eyes when he gets a new toy. He held my hand, pulling me one of the tables. He let go of my hand, ran to one of the chairs, pulled it out and said

“My lady”

I smiled
I walked closer. When I was close enough, he took my hand and kissed it. I remembered my childhood dreams, of being a princess who found her true love, her knight in shining armor. I gathered my imaginary princess skirts and as Bill held my hand, I sat down.

“Why thank you, kind sir” I said

He sat down on the other side of the table, in front of me. We both looked at each other and started laughing.

A waiter appeared out of nowhere and took the metal thingies off our plates. There was lasagna and a little bit of salad.

“Oh, Bill…” I said smiling

“Is this okay?? ’Cause we can ask for something else…” He said worriedly

“No, It’s perfect!!!” I said

He smiled as I did so.

We ate and talked for a while, we ate desert (chocolate ice cream for me and vanilla for Bill since he doesn’t like chocolate… weird no?)

------------------- Vanessa’s POV------------------------------------------------

Tom and I walked to one of the tables, and as a gentleman, he pulled back one of the chairs so I could sit. He sat on the other side of the table.

“Tom… you didn’t have to do this… really, I…” I said as I felt my cheeks grow red.

“Special people deserve special stuff” he winked an eye at me in a somewhat flirty way. I smiled.

A waiter appeared out of nowhere and took the metal tops off our plates and revealed a lasagna and some salad.

“Is this ok? We can ask for something else, if you want…” he said

“No Tom… It’s perfect” I said sweetly

We talked a while as we ate. Then, came desert, a chocolate ice cream for me and a vanilla one for Tom.

------------------------------ Normal POV---------------------------------------------------------------

Tom drove us back home. During the ride, I fell asleep on Bill’s shoulder.

My phone’s ringtone woke me up 30 min later. It was Oscar. Bill was still asleep, one of his arms around me.

“Hello?” I said still half asleep

“Marie? It’s Oscar. Are you with the crazy haired guys?”

“Bill and Tom? Yes, I’m with them… and they don’t have crazy hair…”

“Yeah, whatever… Do they have a car?”

“Yeah… Tom has one” He was trying to sound calm… but I could notice worry in his voice.

“Please ask him to take you home… I would go for you guys, wherever you are know, but I’m in the hospital and…”

“What!!!???” I woke Bill up with my scream “ Why???!!! Who’s there??!!! What happened???!!!” I said

Bill looked at me worriedly.

“Just go home please!!! And don’t cause any trouble” he said

“Okay” I was obviously lying.

“Tom? Could you please take us to the hospital?? Please???” I asked him

“Okay…” He went around the corner and through streets I didn’t know and magically, we arrived at the hospital.

“Thanks!!” I jumped out of the car and ran through the doors of the hospital right to reception. The others were after me.

“ Can you tell me the room for Oscar Reynolds Please?” I asked a nurse

She gave me a weird look

“Bill!! Ask her if Oscar Reynolds is here!!!” I said

“Uhm… Ist Oscar Reynolds hier?” he asked her

“Nein.” Then she said something that I don’t remember but Bill translated for me

“She says that he is visiting someone in Emergencies”

All color drained from my face. I hadn’t been in an emergency room since Roger.

“Marie… you shouldn’t go in… I’ll go, and I’ll tell you what happened” said Vanessa

“No, I’ll… I’ll go”

“Tom and I should wait in the car…” said Bill

Tom was about to reply but Bill hit him in the ribs with his elbow. They left, Bill with a confused/worried look on his face.

*I’ll have to tell him about Roger sooner or later …*

Vanessa and I walked slowly into the emergencies door.

We went in and saw Oscar. His suit was wrinkled, something that never happened, so I worried. He was walking up and down in the “waiting room”. I had a flashback to when I did that on the day Roger… nevermind.

Tears were coming down my face as I remembered.

“Oscar?” I said almost in a whisper

“Marie!!! Vanessa!!! I told you to go home” he said, apparently he was surprised.

“Oscar, what happened? Where’s Julian?” I asked quietly

“He went for coffee… Uhm… Nana… Nana had a…”

I'm back, so I'll be posting chapters 13 and 14 this week. Camp wasn't THAT bad...

Ok...I'm going on school camp this week so im not going to be able to post the ch 14 of Not All Love Is Dead so im really really sorry!!!but here goes 13!!!

We had lunch, but then I remembered something. Wanna know what was that something? Well, what else could it be but… Oscar and Julian.

“Erhm, guys? I don’t want to break up this beautiful moment, but Van and I should be getting home now…unless we want another scene like yesterday…”

“Yeah…” said Van

“Should we take them home Tom? Or should we hold them hostage?” said Bill with a mischievous smile

“No, let’s take them home…” said Tom with the same Mischievous smile

“All right, what’s up with you guys?” I said

“Nothing…” They said innocently

Bill took my hand and pulled me towards the door, then he started running so I had to run too. Tom did the same thing to Vanessa.

Bill and I jumped in the back seat of the car. Tom and Vanessa jumped in the front. Tom started the car and drove to the highway. Bill had his arm around me, our hair flew wildly.

“Where are we going?” I asked

“Surprise!!” Bill said he gave me a quick kiss
“Girls? Uhm… maybe you would want to close your eyes…” said Tom after a while

“Why?” asked Vanessa

“Nude beach” they both said together

We closed our eyes, and so did Bill.

“Tom, don’t close YOUR eyes!” said Van

“I know…” he said like a sad puppy “You can open them now…”

“Did you enjoy Tom?? Any hot girls??” Bill teased him

“Haha, very funny Bill” answered Tom, not so happily

We turned on the radio and the DJ said

“Here is the new band, the new exit… here is Tokio Hotel with Durch Den Monsun!!!”

“Tom, change the channel!” said Bill

“NO!!!” I said with Vanessa

“It’s better live…” said Bill

“Ok, we’ll wait” I said before Vanessa could talk

It was getting dark.

Tom gave us some blindfolds and said

“Girls, put these on, we’re almost there.”

Bill helped us since Tom couldn’t because he was driving. We felt the car come to a stop.

“Ladies?” Bill took my hand and told me to follow his voice. We were walking on something soft.

“We’re here!” they said.

Bill took off my blindfold and I saw…


Leave you here!!! Comment!!! Yeah, I know it's a bit short... but it looked like a good place to stop...

I can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!! Tokio hotel is either in Canada right now or in getting to the U.S. right now!!!!!!!! I can't believe that the day after tomorrow they'll be in hollywood... U.s. ... SO close to Mexico and they're not koming... SO SAD... :'(

Van and Tom sat in the front (of course since Tom was driving) and Bill and I sat in the back. Bill asked:

“Do you have your answer yet or am I putting too much pressure on you?”

“I… I would love to! But you have to promise that it won’t affect our friendship, and you have to stand my sister and Oscar and occasionally my dad, probably also his girlfriend...” I (surprisingly) was telling this shyly. With Bill I felt different, it wasn’t like with Roger, or Marcos or Mathias or the others, it was… simply different.

Bill moved closer to me, he took the back of my head and pulled me towards him, I felt his soft lips on mine. I felt one of his hands on the top of my neck, the other on my right cheek. I wished this moment would never end… The air around us swiveled my hair but I didn’t mind.

He moved away and looked at me. I felt my cheeks grow hot and red as I smiled.

Bill put his arm around me; I put my head on his chest I said

“I love you Bill” even though I don’t think he heard me





-------------------------------- Bill’s POV-----------------------------------------------

I asked Marie for her answer; the moment she said she would like to be my girlfriend, I felt an urge to kiss her that I couldn’t ignore, so I did.

I reached out and took her neck and pulled her towards me gently. I felt her soft, tender lips on mine. I didn’t want this moment to ever end. We broke up and I looked at her, she smiled.

*She is so beautiful, and nice and adventurous…*

She said “I love you Bill” so quietly that I could almost not hear her, I think she thought that I hadn’t, but I have an excellent ear…

---------------------------- Normal POV---------------------------------------------------------

“ We’re here!” said Tom triumphantly

Bill and I got off the car just after Vanessa. He took my hand and we walked together behind Tom and Vanessa.

Bill and I offered to make lunch, so Tom and Vanessa went upstairs to his room to look for a CD.

“ What do you think of Germany so far? Is it like Mexico? Or England?”

“ I like it a lot! People here are really nice, especially you… No, every country has it’s differences; in people, food, traditions, lot’s of stuff.”

“ Marie? I have to ask you something…”

“What?” I turned around and saw his face get a little red.

“Well…I…I’ts embarrassing…”

“Don’t worry, I won’t laugh.”

“Ok, promise?”

“Yes Bill!”

*He’s so cute!*

“I…I haven’t had a girlfriend since TH started… and I… I’m not that great around girls…”

I laughed a little

“You said you wouldn’t laugh!!” he said jokingly

“I’m sorry!!! I’m sorry!!! It’s just that… you’re so sweet!”

“And that’s funny?”

“No… but it makes me laugh, it’s like you’re apologizing for something you haven’t done”

We both laughed. Then, we remembered we were supposed to be making lunch.
---------------------------- Vanessa’s POV--------------------------------------------------------


Tom and I went up to his room to look for a CD, but when we found it he said

“Remember I that I was thinking of something, but I couldn’t tell you what it was? Just before Oscar and Julian interrupted?”

* Yes, I remembered, and it had been going round and round in my head since then*

“Yeah, uhm…so… what was it?”

“It’s… well… I don’t know how to… erhm… say it… so I might as well just spit it out…Will you be my girlfriend?”

“I…” My mouth dropped open just like Marie’s had

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“ I have to confess that… the only thing that I can cook is salse for spaghetti…” said Bill

“Don’t worry… we’ll just make spaghetti. And then I can give you some cooking lessons.”

We started cooking the spaghetti, we had a lot of fun… but the kitchen ended up being a disaster. If kitchens could talk, this one would say

“GET OUT!!! YOU CAN NO LONGER BE IN HERE!!!!”

but luckily, they can’t…

---------------------- Vanessa’s POV-------------------------------------------------------

* What should I tell him? I really want to be his girlfriend… but… I’ve been cheated on before and I… I don’t know anymore whom I should trust and Whom I shouldn’t…*

My mind was so troubled, that I held my breath, I couldn’t think straight…

------------------------- Tom’s POV-----------------------------------------------------

* Tom! You are such an idiot!!! You hear me??!! IDIOT!!! How could you ask her??!! It’s too soon!! You’ve only known her for a few days!!! And this is the first relationship that is going to be more serious!!!*


---------------------- Vanessa’s POV (again)-------------------------------------------

“I… well, this IS a surprise… but I… I would love to!!” I said

“Really?” he said in amazement, although I did see a spark in his eyes

“Yes!”

Tom threw himself to me… I felt his lips on mine… his hand went through my hair gently and found their way to my cheeks. I hugged him.

---------------------- Normal POV-----------------------------------------------------------

“We’re done!!!” I said

“Should I interrupt them? Knowing Tom, they’re probably kissing…” said Bill

“ You wouldn’t dare… “ I said

His face got surprised

“To do it without me!!!!” I said smiling

His look changed to relief.

“ 1” Me

“2” Bill

“3” we said at the same time

“ TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!”
“VANEEEESSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!”

that was also said at the same time.



---------------------------- Vanessa’s POV-------------------------------------------------

Tom and I broke apart.

“What know?” I said as I heard my name being called by Marie and Tom’s by Bill

“Lunch is probably ready…” said Tom

--------------------------- Normal POV-----------------------------------------------

Tom and Vanessa came down joking and by the hand. I knew something was up.

“So?” Van asked me

“So what?” I asked her back

“What did you tell him?”

“Who? Bill?”

“No the dog! Yes dummy!” she said sarcastically

“Well what do you think dummy?! Of course I said yes!! And I think you did too…”

“What!?” she said alarmed “Where you spying on us?”

“No, I know you, you’re my twin, remember? You can’t hide stuff from me dummy…”

“I wasn’t trying to dummy…” she said innocently

“You see Bill? She always calls me a dummy!” I said

Bill gave me a look of don’t-put-me-in-to-this and a oh-don’t-start-again look to which I didn’t pay attention.

Vanessa and I ran at each other and took hold of each other’s hair again.

Bill put his hands on my waist and started puling me back, just as Tom did the same with Vanessa. Van and I let go, Bill fell back still holding me and I fell on top of him while Vanessa and Tom also fell back. We all laughed.

“You guys have to stop doing that” Both guys told us

Van and I laughed more.

“So… what were you talking about?” said Tom

“Oh, just that… I’m Bill’s girlfriend and…”

“Vanessa is Tom’s?” asked Bill

“Yep” said Tom

“But when did you guys…?” we all said

We looked at each other and laughed.

It was…

My dad’s new girlfriend. He was such a flirt! Even more than Tom…

“Remember me?” she said in the same falsely sweet voice that she used in the morning.

“How could I forget such an ugly face?” I answered, I wasn’t it the best mood.

Vanessa hit me on the ribs with her elbow.

“Unhg” I said as she gave me her don’t-be-rude-YET look

“Sorry, my sister isn’t in the best mood today, not to be rude, but who are you?”

“ Same question I was going to answer to your sister just this morning when you left for school… now I know you skipped going there…”

“In fact we did! And it’s none of your business!” I answered

Another hit from Vanessa

“Shush” she whispered

“It’s none of her business!” I whispered back.

“ Girls you better start showing some respect to me” she was still using that sickening voice.

“You haven’t yet answered our question” I said, I was starting to calm down just so I could get info out of her.

“I am Stoli, short for Stolichnaya. I am your dad’s new girlfriend”

“Isn’t Stolichnaya a name of a Russian Vodka?” I said mockingly

She looked offended

“Yes… but that isn’t the point. I am waiting for your dad’s proposal so we can get married and forever rich! I mean… forever together.”

Van and I started laughing so hard tears came out of our eyes.

“She…(a fit of laughter) thinks… (fit of laughter)” I said

“Marry?... (fit of laughter) our dad?...(fit of laughter)”

She had a surprised look on her face

“Yes, he said he loved me”

More laughter

“He says that to everyone he sleeps with”

More offended look on her face
“STOP LAUGHING!!!” She said, she finally changed her voice to a more normal one. She left the room saying

“LUUUUUUUUUUUKEEE!!!DARLING!!!!”

“ooooooooooohh! We are so scared, she…”

“Will tattle tale to daddy!!!” I interrupted Vanessa

“oooooohhh!! OLD SLUT!!!!” She said

Then we laughed some more. What do you think? Oscar and Julian came into the room with a serious look on their face. We kept on laughing. Julian closed the door…
Then, to our surprise, they started laughing with us.

When we all calmed down, they said we don’t like her, we had to tell your dad that you skipped school today…”

“He wouldn’t care” I interrupted him

“Marie let me finish…”

“I’ll finish for you” Julian said. “we wanted to tell him alone but she didn’t leave, so we told them both. We heard all you told her, your evil mind is doing some good. What you told her was hilarious!”

“But going back to your disobedience, tomorrow WE will take you to school!”

----------------------- Next day-----------------------------------------------------------------

We had to go to school.

-----------------------3ª period----------------------------------------------------------------

“Well, Mr. Kaulitz, it’s not a surprise that you didn’t come yesterday, but you Mrs. Somoza! I was surprised! If it were MY second day of school I wouldn’t miss it!” I shrugged.

At the end of the period we met with Vanessa and Tom. Seems like their teacher had reprimanded them too.

-------------- After another boring day at school----------------------------------------------

We knew Oscar and Julian would be at the school’s front door. Van and I knew there were windows in the bathrooms, at least in the girl’s so we would go out from there and meet the boys back at their place. Van and I left for the bathrooms. Bill and Tom went out the front door.

---------------------- Bill’s POV-------------------------------------------------

Tom and I walked down the already empty corridors on our way to the front door. We saw Oscar and Julian at the door, alert, as always.

“Guys!” said Julian

“Yes” Tom said

“Where are the girls? We thought they’d be with you” said Oscar
“Oh, no, they already left…” I said

“No they didn’t, we’ve been waiting here since we left them in the morning.” Oscar

“ Schools have more than one exit, you know?” said Tom as if it was the stupidest thing that he had ever heard.

“No, we checked the school maps!” said Julian

“Maybe you didn’t check right or something. Bye!” said Tom

“Bye” I said

We turned left as we saw Julian and Oscar go back into the school. We went into the garden and we saw Vanessa falling from the window, Tom ran to catch her. Van was going to help Marie out, but I offered my help, hoping she would give me her answer.

*Why didn’t I ask her earlier?*

--------------------------------- Marie’s POV--------------------------------------------------

*Why didn’t Bill ask me what my answer was from yesterday?* I thought as I followed Vanessa into the bathroom.

“You go first?” I asked her as I opened the window

“OK, but help me, I know you can manage by yourself since you are a monkey”

“Gee thanks!” I said sarcastically

I helped her up and then I had to guide her in how to move her feet. Vanessa started falling from the window, but I grabbed her feet and told her to hold on to something, but then Tom said

“I’ll catch you!”

“Don’t you dare!” She told me


I let go of her feet… then I heard how she fell on top of Tom and how he fell to the grass.

Footsteps were coming from the hall. I pulled myself to the window and jumped, Bill catched me just like in a movie a guy would catch a girl bridle style.

“Wow! You are fast!” he told me

“Well, from escaping all my life from Oscar you get practice. Anyway, thanks for catching me”

We heard footsteps in the bathroom

“Shit!” said Vanessa

We ran as fast as we could, laughing towards a car that was waiting at the entrance, it was a convertible. I suppose it was Tom’s.

We saw two figures in black suits trying to come out the window, they fell. Vanessa and I laughed harder, it was Oscar and Julian…

“That’s what doors are for!” I shouted back to them.

We got in the car and Tom drove to their home.

It wasn’t until I got home that I realized I wasn’t dreaming, it was real, Bill had actually asked me to be his girlfriend…

What was I going to say? Of course I wanted to be his girlfriend! But… what if it caused him problems with the band? Or if we broke up… would we still be friends? Besides, I’ve been hurt before and I don’t want it to happen again…

We started walking towards our rooms while Oscar and Julian went in to Nana’s room.

“Are you okay? You have that worried expression on your face, the one you make when your mind is busy…” said Van

“You can see all that just by looking at my face?”

“No, but I know you. I’m your twin remember?”

“How could I forget?”

“So?”

“So what?”

“So what did Bill tell you? I’m not stupid, I know you went back to tell him something and then your mouth dropped open. Then you didn’t fight Oscar anymore, which you always do.”

“He… he asked me… he asked me to be his girl… his girlfriend” I said shyly. I simply couldn’t get out the words.
“Oh” she said

“Oh is all you’ve got to say??!!” I said

“Well, I don’t know what else to say… you’ve had boyfriends before! Why are you so shy this time? What will you tell him?”

“Because this time it’s not a bet or just a pity yes, this time it’s for real, this time I really feel I love him. I don’t know what to tell him.”

“ Do you mean Mathias and Marcos and Jaime and Jordi and… well Roger…and the others were for pity, or you didn’t really like them? Are you saying you don’t want to be his girlfriend?”

At the mention of Roger I started to cry, she hugged me and said

“Im sorry, I didn’t want to bring up Roger…”

“No! I loved them all, especially Roger!! It’s just that this is different, hard to explain. Of course I want to! But I don’t wanna get hurt, I don’t want to create him problems, and I don’t want to stop being friends with him if we break up or something.” I said between sobs.




--------------------------- Roger’s story----------------------------------------
This is the summary of Roger and Marie’s story together.

Roger and Marie had been dating in England in their sophomore year at high school. The whole school new of their romance, and nobody pictured one without the other and they didn’t either. They would always be together, everybody thought they would even marry.

They had gone to a concert and on the ride back to Marie’s home they bumped into senior guys from their school. Normally Marie and Roger wouldn’t be afraid of them because almost everyone was friends with everyone and stuff but this time the guys were drunk and they had knives.

They came up to them and said:

“OOOOOOOHHHH!!! Boyfriend and girlfriend by the hand” in a singsong voice

“Stop guys! I have to go home” Marie had said

“OOOOOHHHH kitty is scared…” they laughed

Then they started insulting her and Roger. Roger was always really calm and he never got into fights. But he was getting tired of the silliness of these guys so he told him to move away.

“OOOOHHHH Kitty boy is angry!! We’re so scared!!” they said sarcastically

Roger was losing his temper; he was tired and hadn’t had the best of days.

One of the guys punched Roger in the stomach. Marie screamed and stepped back.

Roger stood up and punched him back.

“Roger, please no! Lets go!!”

She moved forward to take his arm but he pushed her back just when another guy was going to attack her. They started fighting but one of them stuck a knife on his chest. Roger fell to the floor and they all left laughing.

Marie called 911 on her cell phone.

“ 911 emergencies can I help you?” said a voice

“Yes! I’m on 5th Avenue in front of Club Prett, I need an ambulance my boyfriend was beaten up by some drunks!!”

“Ma’m please calm down the ambulance is on its way”

“Thanks! Please hurry!”

Marie fell on her knees, started to cry and put Roger’s head on her lap and said

“Please stay with me!! Don’t go!! I need you!!”

He was losing too much blood.

“Marie…” he said weakly
She could hear sirens approaching. Her clothes were wet with his blood.

“Roger stay with me!! Don’t go!!! The doctors are coming!!!”

“Marie… I love you…” he said

He fainted on her lap just as the paramedics got him on the ambulance. They took her with him to the hospital. She was still crying.

When they got to the hospital Marie had to stay in the waiting room while Roger was taken in to the emergency room. Marie called Vanessa and Roger’s mom (his dad had died long ago). They both got there at the same time. Vanessa ran to hug Marie and Roger’s mom just stood there, not knowing what to say. The three of them just walked up and down. Marie just watched the door through which Roger had been taken. Doctors and nurses went in and out but nobody told them anything, they just looked at Marie with a sad face and go back inside as hours passed by.

Finally, a doctor came out and said

“ Marie?”

Marie ran to the doctor, still crying, and covered in blood.

“Is he all right?” she asked

“It’s hard to say this, but we are extremely sorry…”

She didn’t wait to hear the rest, she ran through the doors and saw some nurses covering his lifeless body with a blanket.

Marie couldn’t believe it!! She took the blanket off his face, she kissed him for the last time, feeling his lips on hers. She threw herself to him, the nurses tried to get her off but they couldn’t. Marie was shaking him saying

“No!! Roger!!! Please come back!!! Don’t leave me!!!”

Vanessa took her shoulders. Marie shook her off.

She looked around to the doctor and said

“Please!! Bring him back!!! I can’t live without him!!!”

She wouldn’t let them take his body.

“I’m sorry Marie, we couldn’t do anything, he lost too much blood.” The doctor said

“You have blood reserves!! Please!! Just try!!!”

Vanessa took her from the shoulders, pulled her back from Roger’s lifeless and pale body…

“Roger!!!!!! Please no!!!!”

Vanessa said sadly

“He’s gone Marie, he’s gone”

“No!! He can’t be gone!!” Marie cried on Vanessa’s shoulder for what felt like hours. She simply couldn’t believe what was happening. A nurse came up to her and said

“Marie?”

Marie looked up to her.

“ Roger’s last words were for you, I wrote them down for you” the nurse said as she gave Marie a paper. It said:


Smile, Laugh and Love again.
P.S. I Love You

So like Roger, Marie thought, to be worrying about others on HIS death bed. Vanessa had taken Marie home. For the first time, their dad had been worried about them. Marie had asked him to please move away from that country, to go live somewhere else… be able to start a new life away from memories of Roger, away from England.

A few weeks later Marie and Vanessa attended Roger’s funeral, all dressed in black. Marie went up to say some words.

“Roger was my best friend, no, he was more than that. He was my Guardian Angel and he was to everybody he knew. Even on his death bed he was more worried about me and my future than loosing his life. His last words were

Smile, laugh and love again.”

With that, Marie went back to her seat, crying. Vanessa put an arm around her, for confort. Other people talked, but nothing they said had a stronger meaning that what she had said.

----------------- Normal POV-------------------------------------------------------------

I was still crying at the memory of Roger. Vanessa and I were huddled together on my bed. We heard a knock on the door. I stopped crying, and said

“ Go Away Oscar!!!”

The door opened, it wasn’t Oscar.

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“Is this your house?” I asked

“Yeah, nice huh? Let’s go inside” said Tom

The boys (the four of them) started going to the stairs, and Georg said something in German. Apparently it was funny because they all laughed.

Van and I stayed back to comment something.

“What do you think of them?” she whispered

“I think they’re pretty sweet, don’t you?” I whispered back just thinking about Bill.

“Yeah…” she said thinking of Tom. Apparently we weren’t thinking of the same person.

We followed the boys into the house and saw that (as Tom had said in our house) that it was somewhat bigger than ours.

The boys gave us a tour, then, Bill took me to his room and Tom took Vanessa to his room. Georg and Gustav decided to go home and rest.

--------------------------- Bill and Marie’s POV---------------------------------------------------

“Do you remember that I was going to tell you something?” said Bill

“Yes, but then you said…”
“Doesn’t matter what I said, it’s just that I have a question for you. If you think it’s too soon, it’s ok. Don’t worry.”

“Bill, I don’t know what…”

--------------------------- Tom and Vanessa’s POV---------------------------------------------

They were sitting on his bed.

“Do you guys live alone?” said Van

“Yeah” he said while he was thinking of something

“Tom? What are you thinking?”

“What? Oh! Sorry! It’s nothing…”

“Something’s bothering you… I can tell… you make an expression…“ She said as she sat closer to him. She started to rub his back when…

---------------------- Both POV’s----------------------------------------------------

DlING DlONG!! The bells to the house sang.

“We weren’t waiting for anyone…” said Bill and Tom

“ Who could it be? Lets go see.” We said. We had forgotten about Oscar and Julian

“No, it’s ok, let my brother go…”
DlING DlONG the bells sang again

“TOOOOOOOOOOMM!!!” Said Bill
> they said at the same time
“BIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLL!!!” said Tom

“NO!!! YOU GO!!!” they both said

“NO YOU!!!”

“NO YOU!!!”
----------------------------- Normal POV---------------------------------------

Vanessa and I both stood up and started going down to the door. Bill and Tom ran after us while looking at each other and saying:

“Wir waren Besetzt” said Bill
(we were busy)

“Wir waren auch!” said Tom
( we were too)

“Guys…” we said

“Sorry” said Bill as he opened the door

“Dammit!!!” I said as I saw Oscar and Julian turning around to face the door. Van and I started running upstairs but we were too slow, Oscar had tackled me and Julian had tackled Van.

“I found you” Oscar said victoriously, laughing it on my face.

“GERTOFFME!!!” I said through gritted teeth as Bill and Tom stood there like * What the hell?* and not knowing what to do.

Oscar and Julian got off of us, picked us up and carried us out. They carried us how you would carry a sack of potatoes over your shoulder. I rolled my eyes up and said

“See you later…” to Bill. Then I started to kick in the air like a little girl. Vanessa just resigned herself to a bored look and somewhat angry.

*I think Tom and Vanessa were talking about something important, that’s why she looks kind of angry*

“PUT ME DOWN YOU STUPID GORILLA!!!!” I shouted to Oscar as I pounded his back with my fists and kicked in the air.

“No” he said calmly
“Stop hitting me girl, my! You’ve gotten stronger, it’s starting to hurt”

“ARGGGGGHH! Have I mentioned how much I hate you?”

“Yes, ever since I’ve known you.”

“Van!!! Help me!!!”

Van gave me her what?-are-you-serious? look so I said

“Oscar, Julian please let us say good bye”

“No running off?” said Julian

“Even if we run you would tackle us immediately, wouldn’t you?” said Van who finally spoke.

“Well… yeah” said Julian

So they let us down and we ran to the guys who were still at the door.

“Can we get a hug goodbye?” I said to Bill

I reached out and hugged him and he hugged me back. Vanessa also hugged Tom goodbye.

“Quick Bill, what were you saying?” I whispered

Vanessa had stopped hugging Tom.

“I… do you want to be my girlfriend?” he whispered back

My mouth dropped open, but Oscar said

“Enough goodbyes!” he took me from the waist pulling me away from Bill and put me over his shoulder just as if I was a sack of potatoes. Even though he didn’t need to, Julian also carried Van, but I was so stunned by the question that I didn’t notice I was being carried away, put in a car and driven home.

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---------------- Back to Normal POV----------------------------------------

When I stopped crying Bill and I went back to his bunk and finished the movie, just when the credits started and my beloved Orlando/Will had bid farewell to Keira/Elizabeth, the bus stopped, I looked out the window at the same time as Vanessa (again not knowing, apparently we do that a lot) and we were in a great big field, it had a big blanket and a cooler and a basquet.

“Is that for us!!!!???” I said with Vanessa (Not knowing AGAIN…)

“Specially for you” said Bill and Tom (together, they do it too…)

We both hugged them, then all six of us went down and we ate and had a good time. When we finished eating Gustav said he had to check his e-mail and somebody called Georg on his cell so he went to answer in the bus.

Bill and I got up and went for a walk. Tom and Van stayed there.

-------------- Bill and Marie’s POV-------------------------------------------------

“ Don’t you love this place?” I said

“Well… we only just came here because of you guys, normally all four of us are… “innies”…”
“You don’t like to be outside?”

“Not really, there’s bugs and everything gets clammy and stuff”

“I learned to love it, in Mexico Van and I had a friend who had a ranch, we went there with her almost every weekend… It was just the animals, nature and us.”

“Sounds interesting”

“Oh, Bill!”

Then, we just threw ourselves on the grass, looking at the clouds, and I showed him how to find shapes on the clouds. We started joking and pointing at clouds when Bill looked at me and said

“ Marie?” I turned around and saw his face turn a little red

“Yes?”

---------------- Meanwhile, in Vanessa and Tom’s POV---------------------------------

“So, how do you like Germany so far?” said Tom

“I think it’s nice, and so are the people…” she said as she looked him in the eye with a sweet look.

“ I wanted to ask you something…”

“Really, what is it?”

------------------- Both POV’s ---------------------------------------------------

Disenchanted ringtone - My Chemical Romance (or celphone ringtone)

“Oh dammit!” said Marie and Vanessa
at the same time

“What?” said Bill and Tom

“My bodyguard…”

“You have your bodyguard on fast dial?”

“No, well, yeah, they put it…”

“Why do you even have a bodyguard?”

“My dad hired them while he was drunk…”

“Hello?” we both said answering the phone

“Where the hell are you girls??!!” the voice of Oscar/Julian asked in a mad tone

“Somewhere” we said simply

“WHERE!? We’ve been waiting outside the school for 2 hours!! WHERE ARE YOU?!”

“I’m not going to tell you”

“We’ll search all over town for you guys!”

“I bet you will, when you find us, let me know” we said sarcastically

“Come home IMMEADIATELY, you hear me? IMMEDIATELY!!” they said angrily

“Don’t you ever get tired from having to look after two teenagers? You should consider quitting.” We said before hanging up

“Let me guess, he told you to come back home?” Bill and Tom said

“Yeah, but they can wait… So… what were you gonna say?

“Oh, it’s nothing. Wanna go back to the bus? It’s getting late, and we still have another surprise for you.”

“Really? What?”

“It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you!” they both said

We got a message, it said:

“I WANT YOU HOME NOW!!!”

It was from Oscar/Julian

“What now?” Bill and Tom said

“He really has an issue, he wants us home now…”

“He substitutes your dad’s job, doesn’t he?”
“Yeah, they are more worried about us than our own dad…we fight with him as any normal teenager fights with his parents”


--------------------- Marie and Bill’s POV------------------------------------

Bill laughed and hugged me. We fell to the floor; we started rolling on the grass when we heard a helicopter fly above us.

“Oh no!!!” I said

“What?” said Bill innocently “Did I hurt you?”

“No Bill!(He is so sweet!!) Oscar should have put a tracking device in my stuff…”
“Oh…”

“I have to tell Van”

“Let’s go back, before you get into more trouble…”

“Don’t worry Bill, trouble is my middle name!”

I got up and started running towards Van and Tom. I told her about the helicopter and we all agreed to go home. We were all tired so Bill and Tom told us to use the bed so we were more comfortable and the four of them on their bunks.

When we got back, Bill came and woke me up, I woke up Van, but when I looked out the window we weren’t at OUR house, but at the entrance of a mansion somewhat like ours.

The woman turned around when she heard the noise of the dishes in the tray, and said

“Good morning!!” in a false sweet voice, like how you would talk to a newborn baby.

“You must be Luke’s daughter!”

“Hi” I said “Uhm…yeah… sorry if I’m rude, but who are you?”

“Marie? We have to go!” said Vanessa “I’ve got your stuff!”

“Don’t worry, Ill be here in the afternoon sweetie, we can talk then. After all, you girls need education.”

“What is THAT supposed to mean?” I responded sharply.

Just then, Vanessa went in not bothering about who that woman was and said to my ear

“The boys are here!”

She took me by the arm and pulled me all the way out from the kitchen all through the bottom floor and out the front door. She gave me my bag, and we ran through the garden out the gate and found Bill and Tom there, with a bus behind them.

“We were just wondering …” said Tom

“If you guys would want to come to a picnic with us?” said Bill

“But school…” said Vanessa

“Oh Van!!! Donde esta la niña aventurera que se iba de pinta con su gemela y se escapaba de los guardaespaldas a quien yo conosco como mi hermana?”

(Where is that adventurous girl who used to skip school with her twin and fool the bodyguards whom I know as my sister?)

“ Well…” I saw a spark in her eyes

“Sure!” I said to them

“Ok, come on in.” The door to the bus opened and we all went in. In a table there were two other guys who turned around and saw us.

One of them had blond hair and said something in german,

“Sind diese Ihre Freunde?”
( Are these your friends?)

“Ja” said Bill

“ Marie, Vanessa, this is Gustav, Georg” he said pointing at them

“Hi” they both said

Gustav was the blond haired guy and Georg had long brown hair.

Later we figured out that they all had a band called Tokio Hotel and Bill was the singer, Tom was the guitarist, Georg was the bassist and Gustav played the drums. So we started talking and stuff when suddenly Bill asked

“Did you guys have a band or something back in England or Mexico?”

“yeah, well… kind of.” Started Vanessa

“ We did have one, but we weren’t good or known or really dedicated, well not the whole group, only Van and I were dedicated.” I said

“Who did what?” said Bill

“Well, I sang in the background because I don’t like my voice, and I played the drums; Vanessa played the bass; Amy, was lead singer and guitar player; and Emily played the piano. But all she knew was because I taught her…” I said

“I also know how to play guitar” said Vanessa
The boys made us play the instruments and sing and said we were really good, so we kept on talking and joking.

Bill gave us a tour of the bus; he showed us a bathroom that even had a shower; a bedroom, that, as he said, no one used; then we went into the hall, he showed us the bunk beds where they all slept when they were on tour (each had a DVD player and Tv and curtains for privacy); the “kitchen”; the table (where they ate and put their laptops to charge [Macs of course]); and lastly, the couch.

We drove past fields and towns and we all talked and joked, but after a while Bill and I decided to go see a movie on his bunk (the coziest of all, he said) we took some Pringles, candy and some movies to pick from. Finally, we chose Pirates of The Caribbean: At World’s End. We lay down stomach down and head on arms, we closed the curtains and started the movie.

Both Bill and I love to eat junk food, and we eat it fast. I remembered that I had some candy in my pocket so I took it out and said

“Bill, have you ever tried ‘Tama Chew’?”

“No, but it won’t hurt to try one, will it?” he said with a smile while he paused the movie

So I gave him one and told him not to chew it. But then, he started to get red and watery eyes, I knew that reaction, so I jumped down from the bunk, ran to the “kitchen”, filled a glass with water and started to run back when…

“Stella!” Vanessa said sharply

I stopped dead in my tracks

“Yes?” I said in my sweetest, innocent, I didn’t do it smile, while Tom, Georg and Gustav watched.

“What did you do?”

“Nothing” I said as I ran back to Bill who by now was coughing. Van ran after me, Tom after her, Georg and Gustav after him so as to not miss anything.

I gave Bill the water, and rubbed his back as he slowly got better and said

“I told you not to chew it”

“What was that?”

“Tama Chew…” I said

“Le diste Tama Chew!!!?????” said Vanessa

“Let me finish. It’s a kind of chili candy, we eat it a lot in México, its called tamarind”

“Le diste Tama Chew!!!!!?????” repeated Vanessa
(You gave him Tama Chew!!!???)

“Si, pero ne pense que le iba a picar tanto, Bill ama los dulces al igual que yo” I said innocently

(Yes, but I didn’t think it would sting his tongue so bad, Bill loves candy as much as I do)

“ Loca! Si viste que a Irene le picó!!!” said Vanessa
(Crazy girl!!! If you saw that Irene almost died!!)
(Note from writer: Irene is the girl’s cousin)

“Irene es una chillona!!!!” I said
(Irene is a whimp)

“Chillona o no, le picó!!” she said
(Whimp or no, she still almost died)
(Note from writer: Died doesn’t really mean DIED as in losing life, but she cried and stuff)

“GIRLS!!” said the four boys together

“I’m sorry Bill!!!! Are you okay???” I said before Vanessa could reprimand me more.

“Yeah, that was good, even if it was hot” said Bill

“Do you really eat those in Mexico?” he asked

“Yeah, but this is one of the softest ones”

My sister, Tom Georg and Gustav left and went back to their conversation.

Bill and I started to laugh.

------------------- Bill’s POV--------------------------------------------------

* It wasn’t that bad, why did you do that? Marie is going to think that I’m such a whimp. And now, how can I tell her that… well… besides, I’ve known her for, what? Two days??*

------------------------ Normal POV---------------------------------------------

* That was SO stupid! How could I ever imagine that he would be able to think that!!!??? Now he’ll never think that I love him…*
“Wanna finish the movie?” I said

“Yeah, sure”

“Bill, I’m so sorry, I didn’t…” he put his hand over my mouth and said

“Don’t, I liked it”

“But you almost died…”
(Note from writer: Again, not DIED as in lost life)

again he put his hand over my mouth

“It was like… an adventure!”

“Really?! Oh, Bill!!! You are so nice!!”

I reached out and hugged him, he hugged me back, and then, just then and there, without any good reason I cried on his shoulder.

------------------------- Meanwhile, in Vanessa’s POV---------------------------

* Marie can be so crazy sometimes! She knows that not many people who aren’t Mexican can eat chili candy! But… what’s done is done, isn’t it? Oh Marie! (Let’s out a sigh)What will I do with you?*





---------------- And in Tom’s POV-------------------------------------------

* I can tell that Bill really likes Marie, just as much as I like Vanessa, but the way I like her is different than how I’ve liked other girls, I think that… No, I cant’… Can you fall in love for a girl that you’ve only known for, what? Two days? ... No, I think… I think I should wait, yes, I’ll wait some more…*